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Dec. 9th, 2007 @ 09:11 pm (no subject)
The Upsilon Sigma Phi - the oldest born and greatest known fraternity - invites you to our culminating event: SYNCHRONICITY.

A concert featuring the Up Dharma Down, Pinikpikan, the UP Jazz Ensemble, and many more! Just go to the UP Theater at UP Diliman, 7pm this December 11.

See you there!
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Dec. 22nd, 2006 @ 07:01 pm for all med students: what is your pwi? ddx?
General Data:

CH, 22/M, RH, med student from QC.

Chief Complaint:

Fever with Chills

HPI:

Pt was apparently well until...

2 days PTC: Pt experienced low grade fever (38C), with associated malaise and chills. Paracetamol was taken with apparent relief of symptoms. (-) HA, nuchal rigidity. (+) rhinorrhea noted.

1 day PTC: Pt's fever increased to 39.6C, still with chills and malaise. Pt then noted multiple, nonpruritic, erythematous, maculopapular lesions all over face, torso and UE, with apparent cephalocaudal spread. Pt sought consult at private MD, was prescribed Ciprofloxacin 500mg BID x 7 days, and sent home.

day of consult: Pt had 2 episodes of nonbilous, nonbloody vomiting. There was intolerance of oral intake, and (+) anorexia, prompting consult.

ROS:
(-) BOV
(-) n/v
(-) pruritus
(+) cough
(+) sore throat
(-) dyspnea
(-) chest pain
(-) palpitations
(-) orthopnea
(-) dysuria, hematuria, nocturia
(-) 3P's
(-) constipation/diarrhea

PMH
(+) dengue - 1990, 1991
(+) MMR vaccination (unrecalled)

FMH
(+) PTB - paternal grandfather
(+) DM - father, paternal grandmother
(-) CA
(+) BA - mother, siblings
(+) liver failure - father

PE

Pt is coherent, ambulatory, NICRD.

BP 110/70
HR 104
RR 21
T 38.6
Ht 170cm
Wt 54kg

(+) multiple nonpruritic, erythematous, maculopapular lesions all over face, torso, both UE & LE, "islands of white in a sea of red"
(+) conjunctival injection, pink conjunctivae, (-) nasoaural discharge, (+) TPC, (-) ANM, (+) CLAD (multiple), (-) NVE
AP, (-) heaves, thrills, PMI 5th ICS LMCL, DHS, slightly tachycardic, constant S2 split, (-) m2
ECE, CBS, (-) r/w
Flat abdomen, NABS, (-) organomegaly, (-) m/t

any PWI's? Differentials?
this is an infectious disease case, so it really is a bitch.
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Sep. 3rd, 2006 @ 07:15 pm short entry
burn and shoot me and still i don't care.

diffuse and maintain.

i am lost in the middle of a humanitarian crisis.
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Jul. 16th, 2006 @ 12:40 am emo, again
All That I've Got
-the used-



So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me
Off guard, red handed
Now I'm far from lonely
Asleep I still see you lying next to me
So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me

I need something else
Would someone please just give me
Hit me, knock me out
And let me go back to sleep
I can laugh
All I want inside I still am empty
So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me

I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got

I guess, I remember every glance you shot me
Unharmed, I'm losing weight and some body heat
I squoze so hard
I stopped your heart from beating
So deep that I didn't even scream fuck me

I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got

So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me
So deep that I didn't even scream fuck me

I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got
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Jul. 16th, 2006 @ 12:19 am death by inanity
there are lies that hide behind the truth that we speak to the world. lies within lies within lies. sometimes the stories we fabricate get so convoluted we lose the distinction between fact and fancy.

how well can you really know someone? how certain can you be that that person you know is actually that person, not some lie contrived to make the way you deal with each other easier? how much of the face we present to the world is convenience, and how much is it conformity?

it's a pretty depressing thought. people you think you know turn out to be total strangers. you can only see what they choose to reveal, and not all of that truth.

can we accept the truth for what it is? or do we continue to find solace in the lie that has been repeated so often, it has become indistinguishable from the truth? who really determines what truth is any way? is it you? or is it the world?

i hate moments of ennui. you end up thinking. that's why television has become a pleasant distraction: it numbs you, it kills all rational thought and leaves you an empty vessel to be filled with 30 second clips of advertising lies and fluff. welcome to the un-world, where the statistics and demographics of marketing prey on needs you never wanted to acknowledge you had.

it's my younger (the term "little" does not apply to him) brother's 13th birthday. happy birthday, brother mine.
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Jul. 16th, 2006 @ 12:10 am the implement
why is it that i suddenly feel like a tool?
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Jul. 9th, 2006 @ 07:27 pm the illusionist
i hate lying.

but i can speak the truth and not mean it.
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Jun. 25th, 2006 @ 12:18 am missing pieces
i don't feel like writing.

i need a coke. or C2. or something to jumpstart my brain. anything.

caffiene, i am your slave. rouse me from this torpor of mine that i may go to sleep content with the knowledge that somehow, in a moment of wakeful clarity, i have done something to enrich mankind.

our official hospital rotation as clerks (officially, we still are icc's, but we have clerk status---that gives us all the responsibilities but none of the *absent* perks of being a clerk) in the outpationt department of the PGH begins on the 31st of june.

it's scary. from the controlled exposure of ward work, we will be thrust into an environment directly interacting with the patients. this already makes us de facto doctors, with what little medical education we may have retained from the massive overload given to us for the past two years. unfortunately, i seem to have forgotten all of it. tests really won't prepare you for the wards.

wuh. pre-rotation jitters. i have no idea what to expect, but hopefully it turns out to be as enjoyable as i try to imagine it to be. which is, of course, not an entirely encouraging picture.
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Jun. 23rd, 2006 @ 12:57 am on a few beers
wuh.

3 beers in a span of an hour. all taken straight. more than i'm used to, at a pace previously unheard of.

anyway. there. a lot of stuff has happened since the last update, stuff that i can't mention for fear of [deleted] expulsion. i've realized what a double life i do lead, and how little truth i have in my life. i'm afraid that the lies between lies and half-truths and reality has blurred so much so i fail to distinguish them at all.

anyhow. i'm writing this slightly inebriated, so i guess that the coherence and cogency (is there such a word?) of this particular entry would be lacking, the relevance made up for by the relative honesty that only partially metabolized ethanol can give excuses for.

mavs lost, contrary to all my expectations. which was quite painful, really. i literally lost my appetite when i found out they had lost the series to the team that does not effin' deserve to be mentioned in my blog. for all intents and purposes, i strongly identify with the mavs... at least in the sense that the parallel the upm debate circle: everybody acknowledges that they are a team to watch out for, yet they always seem to fall short of the championship.

this parallelism is made even more obvious with all the circle has achieved (and i am proud to say that for once, i have contributed in some measure to my beloved org's success) this year. we've proven ourselves worthy of the recognition that we have worked hard to achieve over the years.

of course, the parallelism would be stronger if the mavs lost to, say, the pistons, rather than another finals virgin like the spurs. hehehe. but then again, no story is perfect. heck, nothing in this world is perfect. but then again, if you find meaning in the imperfections, if that is what you seek, then you find more meaning than you can ever have hoped to see in what your mind came up with.

i know i am making a horrible lack of sense now, but then again it's my blog and any discomfort you may feel at reading it is a fault entirely your own. you can always stop, you know.

another reason why the mavs loss cut so deep was that they were second best. i'm sick of being second-best to other teams and even people that i know (or at least like to believe) i can beat. this is not even about debate anymore. it's about things that are closer to home, but cannot elaborate on for fear of abject persecution.

haha. i make no sense. probably am more emo now than ever before. blame the seniors, but thank them nonetheless for their unflagging generosity.

dashboard confessionals
anyone, anyone


I'm not sure of
Anyone, Anyone
But I've got plans
I'm not asking
For everything
But sure I could
Use a hand

Get a little anxious
Sometimes you'll be gone
And I'll be left behind
Get a little nervous
Sometimes it'll be my turn
And I'll forget my lines
Get a little lost
And some staring from
The corner of my eye
Never really mastered
disinterest

I can't see how
The way you leave me alone
Makes us close
I must be out of touch
I won't ask you
To give up on the things
That seem to keep you gone
But I can be gone too

Feel a little sorry
Sometimes you're not here
When I am writing
Feels a little awkward
Sometimes you won't talk
But we're not fighting
You hold onto your secrets
And I'm not privy
To what is on your mind
I can't help but feel tired

So tired...

So tired...
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May. 29th, 2006 @ 01:05 am emotive value
gone
urbandub

Where do we go from here?
The suspense is a thrill
To me your feel, your taste is still so clear
I run, but my legs can only take me so far
It’s beating me down, it’s tearing me down.

Well tonight I’m feeling emotional
Lonely here tonight
It’s not helping me at all.

It doesn’t make it better that you’re gone
It doesn’t ease the pain at all
That you’re gone.

I scratch against the walls
I drown myself in tears
Imagine your hold, but it doesn’t feel as real
And I, cry myself dry
It’s all over now and you’ll never be around.
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May. 28th, 2006 @ 11:57 am playoffs
this has got to be the best playoff series i have ever watched.

it's literally anybody's ballgame. at this point, all the teams are evenly matched and they are all slugging it out to get to the final stage of the conference.

the fun part is, anybody can win both the eastern and western conferences, and we'd still have a thrilling finals. of course i'm rooting for the mavs, but i'd be ok with the suns advancing. i just don't want an east victory this season: they're so effin' BORING.

the east vs west showdown will be a study in conflicting basketball ideologies: the fast-paced running game of the west against the slow, boring post-up/set plays of the east (my bias is obvious, hehe).
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May. 27th, 2006 @ 12:58 pm the spiral downwards
the word for today is EMO.

and i'm living it.
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May. 26th, 2006 @ 10:21 pm one last thing
the UPManila Debate Circle had great showing this last year. a great run, and a great end to a season. we have a lot to be thankful for, and i hope that this streak of success does not lull us to complacency, but emphasize the need for continuity.

teams:

UPM A (team Androgyny) yves, kae, roms: 5th break, octos
UPM B (team Benzodiazepam) aids, bojit, aloy: 3rd break, semis
UPM C (team social: socialist & socialites) jim, ciacia, eth
UPM D (team singapore international) justin, carol, james

adjudicators:

myke chan: semis, E For L Finals
cheng: quarters, E For L semis
gayzelle
jian

speakers:

5th best speaker: yves
7th best speaker: aloy
10th best speaker: aids & bojit
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May. 26th, 2006 @ 05:33 pm and so it is...
i have now officially retired from debating.

it was pretty sad, though. i gave my last speech and didn't even realize it. i was speaking on the podium for the last time in my life and didn't realize it.

for an end to a momentous journey, it was quite unnoticeable.

the full weight of it all hasn't sunk in yet. or maybe i've become too numb to acknowledge the gravity of the loss. or maybe i just refuse to admit it to myself. letting go of something that you loved for more than three years (the first was a waste i sorely regret), something that was you practically lived for is never easy.

it's over.

when you realize that you're not ready for it to end yet, suddenly it dies on you. like a squirrel or some small, furry animal.

i didn't even have the proper chance to say goodbye. or to thank all those i learned from. or to fix in memory the faces of all those you see only in tournaments. or to at least savor the tension of one last round, the mental pressure of one final case-building.

it just makes you look back on all the times you've wasted, on all the opportunities you've let slip by. then you want to slap yourself silly for being so lackadaisical about it all. i would have wanted to have a longer stay, but you have to know when to move on.

well. you can never live on regret. it IS fun being emo, but there's only so much angst a person can take.

anyway, it was worth it all. i loved each and every moment of it. these were the times when i felt closest to being alive. and i wouldn't trade this experience, fucked up as it may be, for anything else in the world.

thank you for the venom, as the emo song goes. thank you, and have a nice day.
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May. 23rd, 2006 @ 08:56 pm on the eve of momentous times
whee.

so close, yet so far. achieving things never even dreamt of before, but failing to fully carry it through. which is usually the case.

take me, please, to heights i have never experienced before that i may crash and burn all the more painfully. make me realize that the price we all pay for daring to touch the heavens is the fall downwards.

but most of all, let me see it's not the fall that will kill me. it's when i stop.

amen.


*editor's note*

we broke 3rd, with a record of 6-1. for two scintillating rounds, we were in the top room. a surreal feeling which, like all good things, never lasts as long as you wish it to.

upm a broke 5th, also with a record of 6-1. they're going up against dlsu a. for the third time in the tournament.
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May. 16th, 2006 @ 03:44 pm randomization
just done with ust iv's. only two notable things:

1) went up against the composite team of philippine universities team a (aptly named, put a). this was a team composed of veterans (or what we like to call "dinosaurs") carl ng, franco larcina and bobby benedicto. one needn't bother with listing their achievements, there's only so much one can write down. anyway, these people have reached the level of success that elevates them to legendary status.

[they might eventually read this and give me higher speaker scores next tournament]

anyway, it was, in a word, fun. going up against these legends was a great learning experience. these are people whose names are treated with reverence (both to their achievements and age), and going up against them already made the exorbitant php600 reg fee worth it. it humanized them, in a sense, because they became just any other opponent. they kicked our butts, though.

anyway, i always get a kick out of going up against people i look up to. :)

2) went up against admu b, and lost. i really am disgusted at the way debate strategizing has bastardized the essence of the competition. it does work, but after the round, do you really find any fulfillment in winning that way? it becomes a hollow victory because you've won not because you were particularly brilliant, but because you were shameless in being sneaky. is this really what debate is all about?

the sad part is that this kind of debating is even rewarded by adjudicators. people think THIS is the "new" debating style, the progressive kind that gets rewarded with breaks and high speaker scores. i'm not so sure of anything anymore, having been trained in the "old school" way of principled debating by my mentors in the circle. aloy even takes it to the extreme, saying that all stances have to be hardline. i find myself agreeing with him, it is only the collision of the extremes that the best arguments and analysis come out.

wuh. i feel left behind, like i'm part of an old and forgotten era. it was actually refreshing to go up against put a because even if they did thoroughly demolish our team, they did so in a principled and very "old school" manner. i remember my finals stint, and how i tried to be "new school" and found myself utterly disgusted at how i sounded.

owel. audc will most likely be my last tournament anyway, and would also be the swan song of yves, kae, aids, aloy. hopefully when we leave, debating won't degenerate into a contest of sneakiness and underhandedness.

one last curtain call for principled debating. one last hurrah for the old school that everyone seems hell-bent on abandoning. one final goodbye to the passion that has consumed our lives for what we will always look back on as the best time of our lives.

ps

i am not drunk, nor high. if it sounded cheesy, it's because i'm OLD, dammit. i'm allowed to be cheesy. TL was cheesy in her last public speaking stint. i never got that chance. hehe.
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May. 8th, 2006 @ 10:47 pm cutting it close
Screaming Infidelities
dashboard confessional

I'm missing your bed
I never sleep
Avoiding the spots where we'd have to speak,
And this bottle of beast
Is taking me home

I'm cuddling close
To blankets and sheets
But you're not alone, and you're not discreet
Make sure I know who's taking you home.

I'm reading your note over again
There's not a word that I comprehend,
Except when you signed it
"I will love you always and forever."

Well as for now I'm gonna hear the saddest songs
And sit alone and wonder
How you're making out
But as for me, I wish that I was anywhere with anyone
Making out.

I'm missing your laugh
How did it break?
And when did your eyes begin to look fake?
I hope you're as happy as you're pretending.

I am alone
In my defeat I wish I knew you were safely at home

I'm missing your bed
I never sleep
Avoiding the spots where we'd have speak, and
This bottle of beast is taking me home.

Your hair, it's everywhere.
Screaming infidelities
And taking its wear.
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May. 7th, 2006 @ 02:18 pm since i DID graduate, sort of
.:.:.:.

1. ANO'NG STUDENT NUMBER MO?
200220577

2. NAKAPASA KA BA OR WAITLISTED? ::
passed both intarmed and mbb.

3. PAANO MO NALAMAN ANG ENTRANCE EXAM RESULT? ::
i saw it in manila bulletin (99% of their yearly circulation comes from that single issue) i think. i was in japan when i first found about passing intarmed.

4. ANO ANG FIRST CHOICE MO NA COURSE? ::
molecular biology and biotechnology. i still had illusions of a career in genetic engineering.

5. SECOND CHOICE? ::
biology. some kind of pre-med.

6. ANO COURSE MO NA NATAPOS?
i've graduate from BS Basic Medical Sciences, some pittance of a course designed to give us intarkiddies what would pass for an undergraduate degree. of course, it's purely useless: it has no relevant possible career whatsoever.

7. NAG-SHIFT KA BA? ::
nope. the idea never occurred to me.

8. CHINITO/CHINITA KA BA? ::
nope. i HAVE been mistaken for one of south asian (specifically, pakistani) descent several times. which is kind of weird, since we DO have chinese blood in the family (unfortunately), and no ancestors from south asia...

9. NAKAPAG-DORM KA BA? ::
all four years. :) ah, the absolute freedom to do stupid and crazy things.

10. NAKA UNO KA BA? ::
i think so. the experience has been so vague i'm not sure if it's a dream or a reality...
the only consolation is that in medicine, NOBODY gets a grade of 1.0 at all. schadenfreude.

11. NAGKA-3? ::
once. i had to remove a 4.0, ended up with a 3...

12. LAGI KA BANG PUMAPASOK SA KLASE? ::
nope. and i'm pretty notorious for it.

13. MAY SCHOLARSHIP KA BA? ::
i am a proud "iskolar ng nanay". no other institution seems interested in shelling out cash for my education.

14. ILANG UNITS NA ANG NAIPASA MO? ::
nearly 90 units undergrad, and all the interminable hours of med school.

15. NANGARAP KA BA NA MAG-CUM LAUDE? ::
of course. who doesn't? it's the actualization that sets weirdos apart from the herd.

16. KELAN KA MAGTATAPOS? ::
31 may 2009, pending delinquent rotations, absentee hours...

17. FAVE PROF/S: ::
in medicine: dr. dans, dr. coralie dimacali, dr. tomacruz, and a few doctors whose lectures i truly appreciated, but whose names i can't remember.

18. WORST TEACHER ::
holy cow. in terms of RBCs in a urine sample: TNTC

19. FAVE SUBJECT/S: ::
nephrology (but it doesn't love me back)
cardiology (for the broken hearted)
physiology

20. WORST SUBJECT: ::
pulmonology
immunology
pathology

21. FAVE BUILDING/S: ::
sentro oftalmologico jose rizal---airconditioned rooms, baby!
OUR/old NEDA building---my home away from home.

22. PABORITONG KAINAN: ::
for lunch: gigs. cheap food. just have to watch out for the loads of oil they liberally dump into all their viands. one of the many places you can easily get LBM (low budget meals).

for dinner: don pepot's. you literally eat elbow to elbow with the great unwashed masses. best place to eat for under PhP40.
kantunan and emiljoy: for all your carcinogen and lipid quotas. :)

23. MAGKANO BA ANG BINABAYAD MO SA JEEP? ::
PhP 7.50. i don't avail of the student discount. i don't know why, i don't know how.

24. LAGI KA BA SA LIBRARY? ::
i can proudly say, i have never entered the CAS library in UPM. the library in the UPCM closes at 6; classes are from 8-5. obviously, one can't study there.

25. NAGPUNTA KA BA SA CLINIC NUN? ::
duh. med student. where else are we supposed to be?

26. MAY CRUSH KA BA SA CAMPUS? ::
i will not confirm, nor deny that report.

27. ANU-ANO ANG MGA NAGING PE MO? ::
my block had the crappiest PEs, simply because we left decision-making in the hands of the girls. we had some fitness crapola, social dancing, philippine games and kuntao silat. wuh.

28. KAMUSTA NAMAN ANG BLOCK NYO? ::
we don't care.

29. MEMORIZE MO BA ANG ALMA MATER SONG? ::
definitely.

30. MEMBER KA BA NG VARSITY TEAM? ::
nope. the debate circle has been wrangling for varsity status, but we can't, because of the people in diliman...

31. NAKA-PERFECT KA NA BA NG EXAM? ::
probably not. hehe.

32. DITO KA BA NATUTONG UMINOM NG BEER? ::
yeah. along with a host of other unhealthy practices.
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May. 6th, 2006 @ 07:57 pm water is probably wet
ugh.

busy week.

a little empty.

hopefully i chose correctly.

whatever path followed,

no regrets.

f*ck.
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Apr. 28th, 2006 @ 07:45 pm my own activism

as some of you may know, i have had the dubious privilege of being elected USC councilor in UPManila. i've promised myself not to allow myself to be indoctrinated into the leftist system (which would, of course, require either a total lobotomy, or at the very least decerebration) of knee-jerk reactionary-ism. if anything, i would want to inject at least some veneer of intellectual analysis into the UPM-USC stands...

so for purposes of transparency, i am uploading my proposed USC resolution regarding the recently-passed Med TFA. i was the one who sponsored the first resolution of the USC, also opposing the med TFA.

the problem i have with this is that it sounds/reads like a transcribed 7 minute speech...wuh. speaking and writing are definitely two different art forms.

hopefully this gets passed. i don't want the med TFA to be dragged down a trail of endless mobilizations and mudslinging.




The decision of the Board of Regents comes as a saddening development in the UP students’ continued struggle for greater state subsidy. With a 7-2 vote, the BOR essentially passed the increasing cost of education on to the students, the sector least capable of carrying the burden.

The UP Manila-USC believes the government’s inability to provide sufficient financial support to the premiere state university is in effect, a de facto reneging on its responsibility to maintain affordable, accessible, and quality education for the underprivileged. We recognize that the proposed Tuition Fee Adjustment coming from both the Chancellor’s Office and the UP College of Medicine faculty arose from their genuine concern in sustaining the quality of education given to the future students of the institution, even in light of inflating costs and dwindling budget.

Inasmuch as the issue may have previously polarized the students and the faculty, the UPM-USC takes the stand that the current situation calls for unity in mitigating the blow that this burden will deal to the incoming students. Even if the TFA has been passed by the BOR, we continue in our calls for greater educational subsidy from the state.

The UPM-USC offers the following suggestions:

1) Restructuring of the STFAP brackets

The primary justification of the TFA is the failure of the current matriculation to take into account the inflation rates since the last adjustment. Thus, the students are paying an abnormally low tuition (PhP 11 529.75) relative to other medical institutions, whose tuition usually ranges from PhP 60-70 thousand.

Firstly, we believe that disparity in tuition fees should come as no surprise, given that the UPCM is a state-sponsored institution, not comparable to the private ventures of UST or DLSU. The purpose of the institution then is to produce doctors who are paragons of “leadership and excellence in community-oriented medical education directed towards the underserved”; i.e., doctors trained to serve the less fortunate sector of the country. As such, the government then has an inherent responsibility to subsidize the education of its scholars because the ultimate goal of the institution is to train doctors who are not doctors for their own selfish interests, but doctors for the country.

Secondly, we believe that the unusually low tuition rates offered by the UPCM should not be viewed as a financial loss for the institution. Rather, this has made education more accessible a wider sector, instead of its traditional sector of the upper and upper middle classes. This democratization of education distinguishes the UPCM from other profit-oriented medical schools. More than servicing the upper classes, the low tuition has made the UPCM an avenue wherein the underprivileged can avail of medical education that they would otherwise been unable to afford. Any form of across-the-board increase will necessarily preclude the most financially underprivileged from even beginning medical education. In any form of TFA, the viability of this marginalized sector must always be taken into account.

Given that we have to maximize both the provision of education and income generation, the UPM-USC then suggests the review of the STFAP brackets. The rationale behind the progressive rates is to provide the maximization of education, by charging from each according to his ability to pay. Ideally, this system would protect those in the lower economic bracket by offering tuition at more subsidized rates than those given to the more privileged sectors. We suggest that if the BOR would apply the inflation rate to the tuition fee, it must similarly apply such adjustment to the STFAP brackets, which remain unrepresentative of the actual social strata of the country. The adjustment must not be limited to solely the amount of tuition charged, but also extended to the manner through which it is demanded of the students.

The current STFAP has remained idle and unadjusted since 19--, and as such, fails to provide a viable stratification that is reflective of the current economic state. Its failure to adapt to inflation rates thus places students into STFAP brackets higher than their actual economic standing. The TFA then becomes insensitive to the capacity of the students to adapt to the sudden increase in tuition because there is an inherent assumption of the capacity of each and every student to pay for the increase.

The framework that would best protect the disadvantaged sectors from the brunt of the TFA must then be reviewed and restructured to continue to provide socially progressive rates. Inasmuch as the UPM-USC acknowledges the fact that majority may be able to comply with the TFA, we put primacy on the interests of the sector that is least able to protect itself. The restructuring of the STFAP would be the best balance, so much so that the underprivileged are still able to afford more subsidized rates even in the event of a tuition hike.

2) Establishment of the UPCM as a state college through:

The consistent criticism of the UPCM is the migration of majority of its graduates to other shores. As such, the government considers the UPCM as a failure on investment, because of the millions spent in the training of each class, only a minority will continue to stay in the country to continue service. This serves as a major disincentive for the government to continue financial support of the institution.

The UPM-USC concedes that being products of a state-run institution, graduates of the UPCM have a responsibility to render service to the Filipino people. The education being granted at the UPCM is not a right freely given to all, but a responsibility that must be fulfilled by all those deemed worthy to study in its halls. However, we believe that it is unfair for certain senators to claim that the UPCM is a waste of money simply because majority of its graduates go abroad.

Firstly, we believe that majority of our graduates do not go abroad for purely selfish reasons, but because of the hostility of the environment in the country. The doctors and other medical professionals in the Philippine health care system are often overworked and underpaid, and it is entirely unreasonable to demand their continued stay for purely altruistic reasons. We believe that in order to mitigate the brain drain, the government must increase its support of the health sector, by prioritizing further the health system in terms of budgetary allocation and ceasing its efforts to further marginalize the health professionals through the Medical Malpractice Bill.

The system in itself is flawed, and until the government can correct a situation where it is entirely unfeasible to practice in the country, the brain drain will continue to eviscerate the ranks of our graduates even in spite of any the measures to stop it. In their criticism of the health care professionals, the legislators are obfuscating the root of the problem: the sorry state of health care in the country. The long term solution therefore is not be found within the UPCM, but with the increase of health spending to meet WHO standards.

Secondly, the students already render service to the country even while undergoing their medical education. PGH interns and clerks already become de facto hospital care givers, assimilating duties and rotations gratis. UPCM medical students already are returning service by treating the charity patients in the wards and in the OPD. The UPM-USC believes that during their rotations in PGH, where they are already integrated into the health care system without pay or benefits, students have already accomplished some measure of their responsibility to the government and the people.

Moreover, there are also doctors who do return from abroad after specialization, and these doctors also practice pro bono and as consultants in PGH. In terms of creating a medical environment that is at par with those abroad, these foreign-trained consultants are absolutely essential in the diffusion of knowledge and best practices from the more advanced facilities abroad to the residents and fellows who receive their training here.

However, the UPM-USC also believes that there has also been a lack on the part of the UPCM graduates to manifest their commitment to the service of the underempowered communities of the country. The appalling statistics of migration cannot be denied, and we believe that there must be efforts to minimize the effect of these on the already declining health care situation of the country.

The UPM-USC believes in the principle of two-way commitment: inasmuch as the government is obligated to subsidize the education of the UPCM students, the UPCM students have a greater duty to serve the less fortunate citizens of the country. In order to be more credible in the fight for greater state subsidy, we believe that the UPCM student body must come up with more tangible incentives to offer in exchange for financial support.

As such, the UPM-USC suggests two things, which would further concretize the UPCM as a state-run institution with valid reason to demand government support:

a. Strengthening of the RSO program

There is an undeniable tendency for doctors to aggregate in urban centers, close to the high-paying tertiary hospitals that prioritize specialized tertiary health care. In this situation, the specialists are disproportionately concentrated in but few areas, making quality health care inaccessible in the more far-flung and backwater areas.

The RSO program seeks to resolve this problem by incorporating prospective students from the various provinces of the country and mandating them to return service in their particular locales. There is particular emphasis on primary health care and encouragement for these students to become the catalysts for change in the health care system of their regions.

However, the problem is that the number of slots given to this program is frightfully small. The UPM-USC suggests greater a greater proportion of the students be placed under the RSO program. We believe this is more consistent with the principles of a state university and its thrust towards community-oriented primary health care. In line with being an institution that looks after the country’s needs, special attention should be given to the rural areas which lack specialists and development; the strengthening of the RSO program would best address this need.

b. Exploration of a ROS clause

Other countries which afford state subsidy for its university students demand return of service (ROS) in exchange for government subsidy of their tuition. ROS is done for a set period of time in government run health centers, and in effect, guarantees that graduates pay back the taxpayers’ investment through the time spent working in the country.

However, the UPM-USC believes that even the ROS is not a perfect solution. Even though it may alleviate the dwindling number of doctors servicing our country, it does not guarantee the resuscitation of the health system. These will be fresh graduates manning the health centers, and not consultants nor specialists; as such, the relative quality of service provided would be in question. More than that, increasing the number of doctors would be moot without the infrastructure through which the can serve the people. More doctors would be better, but they would be useless without a proportionate increase in the medicines and equipment with which they provide health care. We reiterate that ROS would only be a seeming-palliative; the comprehensive panacea for the ills of the health care system can only be found in greater government support and prioritization.

Instead of a blanket imposition of ROS, the UPM-USC suggests that we make this a viable option: those who submit to ROS enjoy greater state subsidy than those who would wish to practice and specialize abroad. We believe that there must always be a balance between the choice of the students and their responsibility towards the people.

In the adoption of these two suggestions, the UPCM concretizes its role as an institution that is able to produce doctors who would look beyond their selfish interests and serve that of the people. More than that, it creates tangible results for government investment, thereby invalidating excuses made by lawmakers for not providing increased government funding.

3) Increasing student awareness of financial support systems

The UPM-USC acknowledges the fact that the previous suggestions would take some time to be reviewed and implemented by both the UPCM faculty and the UPM administration. More than looking at the long term compromise, we believe that there must be united efforts from both the faculty and the student councils in providing palliative measures for those lateral entries who will first be affected by the TFA.

There exist numerous scholarship programs, grants and loans that can be tapped to mitigate the burden of medical education. The importance of such cannot be demeaned, especially in light of the continuous increase in the cost of education which extends significantly beyond that of tuition. The student already has to carry the inflation rate in shouldering the expenses of books, equipment and living allowance. The USC believes that the TFA will pose a double burden on the students, and all means must be exhausted to defer such costs to sectors other than the students.

However, the sad fact remains that very few students are made aware of the presence of these scholarships, and more so, the means by which to avail of these. There is a lack of efforts to increase awareness of these financial support systems, and unfortunately, the students end up picking up the onus themselves.

In light of these facts, the UPM-USC calls for a proactive campaign to instill awareness of these alternatives in the students. The existence of these programs and the means to avail of them must be emphasized at the onset, preferably during the various freshman orientation programs conducted at the beginning of LU III’s academic year. More often than not, the student is left to fend for himself, and this may sometimes dishearten the students’ pursuit of financial support. The UPM-USC believes there must also be active support from the administration in the application for and handling of these scholarships: we suggest the partnership of the MSC and the UPCM administration in the creation of a partnership office be solely devoted to the handling and maintenance of student’s scholarships. The delineation of its powers and responsibilities may be discussed later, but the important thing is the creation of a scholarship body that is accessible, student-friendly and student-centered.
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